Just in case you didn’t get the memo:
I usually don’t open up to too many people. But it’s funny how blogging feels like I’m sharing my diary. It’s a bit scary. I don’t trust people easily. But for some reason when I write, I let my guard down and just let it all out. The good, the bad, the ugly and the humorous.
I don’t have a problem with speaking my mind. I am most definitely a sarcastic woman. Self-defense mechanism? Possibly! My filter broke some years back. I think after you experience certain things, you just no longer care about holding back how you feel. It’s toxic to hold things in.
But when it comes to really opening up to people, I shut down usually. I have a select few that know me well. From my craziest of crazy moments to my darkest of pains. I am leery usually with new people. I use humor to get through the small talk. I hate small talk. So yes it’s a defense mechanism.
It’s just funny to me that when I sit down to write all the walls crumble and I just let it flow. I don’t worry about judgements. I don’t care. I just go with that moment. It’s kinda freeing actually. I have to say that I am loving each blog. Each one has special meaning. Each has a piece of me. Each one is broadening my horizons and now they are all a part of my journey. Thank you for joining me on my journey!