Have you ever felt something was missing inside of yourself? I have. I got very lost the last several years of my marriage. I became so consumed with trying to “save” my spouse from himself that I got to the point that I needed to save myself. I realized after I left, I needed to figure out what I needed for myself. All decisions now fell on me. I had a lot of healing to do first.
I had one thing after another happen that altered my path over the years. Some were positive changes and some not so much. Marriage, my accident, moving, cancer, divorce and most recently the loss of my Mom. Boom boom BOOM!
Yes, I realized after leaving my marriage, that I had something missing. Something I needed to do for me.
It took some time but I realized that what was missing was me writing regularly. I have always loved writing. It fills me up unlike anything I have ever experienced. Fills me up. There it is. The missing part. The void crying out!
You know most people go through life never knowing what they need to fill that void. It’s never too late to figure it out. As long as you have a heart that beats, air in your lungs, then there is still time to figure it out.
All the things that tested me, strengthened me, taught me and illuminated the path before me. With new eyes, I see.